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and un-happiness. Guilts create 'hidden fears' and eventual complete breakdowns. Admit to yourself what you truly love in this life and as long as it never hurts anyone DO the things you love and thrill to. AND, do them with a clear, and 'guiltless' mind. Lots of people will not agree with your way, because of their OWN guilts and fears, and their LACK of understanding. However, you must remember that you and ONLY you are living your own life. THE OTHERS ARE NOT LIVING IT (even though sometimes they TRY to!)

SECONDLY: Don't go to a psychiatrist for the pur- pose of him CHANGING your 'guilty' ways (similar to my PAST 'guilts') - but, if you do go to a psychiatrist (and they are vitally necessary to the world) go with the MAIN purpose in mind of FULLY ACCEPTING yourself for what you ARE and DESIRE! Believe me, I fully and truly KNOW that Transvestism, most of all of the various fetishes, and even MILD discipline, are deep and very real and BEAUTIFUL things. They are a positive part of this life and world; and they should be FULLY ACCEPTED BY THE INDIVIDUAL who truly has them. To try to 'rout out these evils' (as many un-knowing and misguided people call them) is the most horrible, wasteful, un- necessary thing that a human being can do. And, in addi- tion, one NEVER can rid oneself of these DEEP AND TRULY DESIRED THINGS! To do so is almost impossible and should NEVER even be attempted.

THIRD: I throughly endorse, and believe in, indivi- duals SEEKING OUT their OWN types! People like myself - who are definitely 'different and unusual' should not

be made to feel guilty or badly about 'seeking our own true level 8,000 times', if necessary, until we find the one who thinks and feels as we do. This is made possible by the newer 'correspondence clubs' that are directed to the 'unusual and different' kinds of people. These clubs are marvelous for those who are intelligent and 'guiltless' enough to use them. True, there's always some 'bad' to go along with all 'good' things but merely a few im- mature 'perverted ones' (who are so easy to weed out) should not prevent the great majority of 'unusual' people from reaping the benefit of these correspondence clubs. After all, many 'quite normal' people are using the new I.B. M. 'mate-selecting' machine, very successfully. I